An angry, selfish, whiny bitchfest you might as well ignore.

4 Nov

I am really good at faking happy sometimes.  Really, really good.

But right now is just not one of those times.

I am hurting and I am angry and it just fucking sucks.

And all I want right now is for somebody to be here and hold me, or just hold my hand.

I do not have that.

I do not have anything.

And such is the life that has been given to me.

And in some cases, such is the life I have created for myself.

But god damn it, I just wish that right now I wasn’t so alone.

I wish that right now, you were here.

But instead, I am curled up on the couch angry and hurt and alone.

And fuck you for not caring.  Fuck you for not being here.  Fuck you.

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One Response to “An angry, selfish, whiny bitchfest you might as well ignore.”

  1. lewisshepherd November 4, 2010 at 10:46 pm #

    yow. That hot ending reminded me of my favorite Sex Pistols verse, from the song Bodies –
    “Fuck this and fuck that, fuck it all and fuck the fucking brat…”

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